So I just found out that he has been looking up other girls on instagram. They’re a lot of them. I guess what you call the ideal body. When I found out it’s like my heart broke into a million pieces. He thinks it’s not a big deal. But to me it’s like cheating. I’m not good enough or pretty enough so you look at those girls. Sometimes I think he’s with me because he thinks he can’t get with anyone else. Like I’m just here until he actually does leave me for someone else. I’m so hurt and confused. He says he loves me but I don’t believe it.