Okayyyy soooo

guys I’m sitting in my room crying my eyes out because I lost my trust in my family because of my boyfriend. He forced me to sneak out and lie to them several times just for us to be together. I love my boyfriend with all I got. But idk if I can do this anymore. He’s going to get a nice job for us, for our future and he makes me feel obligated to not leave him because of that. I’m stuck guys. What do I do?!