Trouble on the horizon?

Miranda

So.. I’m a lot larger than my boyfriend, and have always been self conscious of my weight and the way I look. I was feeling especially down today, and I wanted him to lift me up a bit. So I asked him how he’d rate me, on a scale of 10. I shouldn’t have even asked, because he said 6 and now I feel like I’ve just scored a 60% on the most important exam of my life. He says he loves me, “despite the way you look.” That. Broke me. I know love is about so much more than physical attraction, but.. am I wrong to be so hurt by this? Any advice, or words of wisdom, please.... here’s us.