I feel discouraged.

I'm just going to vent. I had normal and regular periods before being married and having sex with my husband. I wasn't sexually active prior to marriage. Now, after the last four months I apparently don't have normal and regular periods. I went and had blood-work done this morning to test for pregnancy, got the call while I was at work so I don't know what the results are... But when I got home I took another pregnancy test. I have been wanting to know.. I haven't taken one since last week about a week or so after missing my period. I have never missed a period before. So, I thought there could be a chance of us having a baby. But, I was wrong. The test I took when I got home was negative. It was a first response pink dye too, so I trust it. Even though I missed my period in June, I'm expecting it to come in the next five or six days and if it doesn't I have something else going on... I'm really sad, discouraged, and annoyed about my body. It just doesn't make sense! 😔 I know my husband and I are newlyweds and have time to keep trying to have children. I know this is our first time going through the bloodwork. I know this is the beginning of pregnancy test buying, etc. but still...