So Embarrassing!

Okay so i drunk sum orange juice bfor i sucked my bf nd like im non experienced so i gag alot nd my body jus spit up the juice. it was so embarrassing i wanted him to leave so i can cry in a hole. but he didnt care nd quickly helped me clean up. he was like it oki but i now feel uncomfortable doing it anymore. i jus wanted to get this off my chest. but wat should i do?