Why, just why?

Lillian

So today was a very interesting day. I work as a CNA and I had to train someone today, I don't like doing that cause I feel weird being watched, anyways, so I'm training and going slower then usual so they can learn better. It gets to the end of the night and we are putting people to bed, once again we are behind because I'm training and want them to learn well...I don't get done putting people to bed til a bit after ten pm because I also had to do a parri audit because it was done during the morning shift, so far it's stressful, but a planned stressful, one of those you knew it was going to be late no matter what things, but, it gets worse. We go to start to do rounds and one of the residents flooded the bed with BM, so it was a full bed change at 10:30pm, this was our last person, well, needless to say it wasn't a pretty ending. Wanna know what else wasn't fun? I had no help til one of the night people came in early and they had her float and had two people on a different wing. I have the hardest wing, and it's not just because I have 14 peopme to put to bed out of 16, it's because of what they all require. Needless to say I was pissed and I didn't clock out til 11:45 pm, everyone else was done long before then. I probably caused 5 people to get written up this night also, and I only reported 2 of them for putting a resident at risk for a fall but not doing the saftey procedure we all are suppose to for this resident. Everyone else, were the people that refuse to help when help is very needed, the nurse was the one that saw that and told me they were going to take care of it because they were sick of it happening. Then I get home at 12:05 am and my period starts four minutes later...so I say why, just why?