i dont get it... 6 days late... 6 days... and a digital flashed a big ol fat "not pregnant" in my face this morning. im always on time give or take a day or too. been trying for 8 months... i know at least 15 people who are pregnant right now including my exs new girlfriend who hes been with for as long as my fiance and i have been trying (due in november). i even congratulated them because thats just the kind of person i am... and here i sit.. 6 days late and not pregnant. i don't understand it... what have i done to deserve this heartache... this torture... its really hard to not feel like im somehow being punished... i just want to start a family with my fiance... i just want to give my daughters the sibling they ask for daily... im tired of saying "when god decides its time" when they ask when WE are going to have a baby... it just seems so unfair... i was hopeful until that digital said not pregnant. now ive lost all hope... pray for me please...