I’m so done with trying to have a baby. I guess god doesn’t want me to. I had two BFP over the past two days and I told my husband last night and this morning I’m bleeding 4 days before my missed period. Like WTF! It’s been over a year, three chemicals and one miscarriage later. I’m done, screw the heartache, screw the endless nights praying to god this one sticks, screw curling up in bed crying because you can’t do the one things you’ve always wanted to do. Screw seeing you’re husband get less and less excited over a pregnancy test screw it all.