Nobody ever explained as A kid how hard it is for some women to carry a Baby they always taught you if u have sex you’ll get pregnant so growing up and trying to conceive my first baby after a Miscarriage is so devastating. U wonder what’s wrong with you . You wonder why are you broken and wanna hide from ever pregnant person because u can’t help but to feel that lump in your throat and ache in your heart. It’s a never ending mind wonder and you always seem to want to be pregnant more then ever after ever negative pregnancy test . I don’t believe young girls and women are taught there is a possibility that women have difficulties having babies and I feel as if they were then they would value it alot more . Ladies that has gone months in years on days TTC please never forget you aren’t alone .