Hello!

So I had a really scary week. The problem I’m having is figuring out what the cause was of what happened.

My OB/Gyn has not called me back. Not sure why. I spoke with a different Ob/Gyn cuz she wasn’t in, but that was 3 days ago.

So for the past 3 weeks, I’ve had the following symptoms which increased in severity over the 3 weeks, with this past week being hell:

Insomnia

Difficulty speaking

Blurred vision

Migraine

Nausea

Muscle spasms

Abnormal mood swings (I normally get really minimal mood swings but these were like insane)

Crying fits

Constipation (which is SUPER weird for me because I almost ALWAYS have diarrhea)

Unexplained weight loss (I know I like, have been eating better. But I dropped about 30 lbs in 3 weeks. 220 to 195. Which is great but I don’t understand why it happened)

And then 3 days before Thursday I started passing these huge blobs of blood and yellow-ish mucus vaginally.

I looked up the blobs and it said my birth control could cause that if I had estrogen OD. I am on NuvaRing

I called OB and the lady who I did speak with was a total bitch lol really rude. But she was like well just take the ring out. So I did

It was 7 am when I did.

Now about 3 days later (more like 2.5) a lot of the symptoms have died down. I finally slept today without any sleep aide, bowel movements are now normal (which I’m sad cuz in a few days it’s gonna go back to loose/diarrhea probably lol), and my speech is less labored (still a little hard). The blobs stopped though. Same with the insane mood swings and crying fits.

But I know in a few days,

I’m going to get a withdrawal period so yaaaay

I still have some blurred vision, migraines, nausea, and I’m kinda jittery muscle wise.

Now the reason I’m not sure is there is another diagnosis I have that something happened this week too

I have C-PTSD from Child abuse. I still live in my home with my family. My boyfriend stays on skype with me to help me feel safer. He was away for 5 days to spend 4th of July with his family. He just came back today. The insomnia would go away when I was outside my home. I would go out and get so tired so fast. But when I would return home, the sleepy ness would disappear. However all the other symptoms happened regardless of where I was, and for weeks before my boyfriend left. The insomnia did as well, but only got worse when he was gone?

So what I’m unsure is was the cause of that hell PTSD related, or BC related?

I NEED BC for PMDD. But my OB/Gyn has not called as I was told she would.

So I don’t really know what to do. I’m scared for the withdrawal period. Like absolutely terrified

I’m probably gonna pass a decidual cast. I usually do when I go off any sort of hormonal treatment. And it hurts so badly. I get low grade contractions and then it feels like Wolverine is clawing at my ovaries after it passes for about 3 hours.