9dpo buddies any one?

I’ve been waiting! Hoping and praying this month I get to be pregnant again. It’s been two months since my MC. I was 7weeks pregnant. I haven’t told anyone. Just family. It’s really hard. I still cry sometimes thinking where I went wrong. And that I wasn’t able to take good care of my baby. Since then, I kept promising myself that if I ever do get pregnant again, I will take really really really good care of my self :( My body hasn’t felt normal since the Mc, I usually get sore boobs two weeks before my period but last month and this month, I don’t feel anything. Just extremely tired. Anyone waiting to test and see that bfp? Or has anyone gotten it already?!! If so, congratulations and I pray for a sticky bean for you ❤️😘