Dear My ex boyfriend

“My Ex Boyfriend”... can I even call you that? We were never a couple but we had a thing going on, the only thing we didn’t have to be a “couple” was my parents blessing, I was to young to date, but what we had was real. I messed it up so bad this year when I was old enough to date. When we had our first slow dance I knew that I was fallin for you, hard, and I was scared of my feelings and I pushed you away, I did not(and still don’t) have the best experiences with guys. Anytime I listen to that song I start to cry.. even tho it’s been a few months since then, you’ve found someone new.. while I’m still crying oceans for you.. We still talk and I feel like it’s false hope.. When we talk about you and your “New girl” I start to tear up. I feel like I should be over you, like your over me but I just can’t shake you off my heart and I can’t stop talking to you, you may not know it but your my rock and you’re pushing me away and when you do I’ll won’t have my rock and I’ll be even more broken than I am now..

Dear Anyone who read this,

Do you think I should be over this guy or do I just need to move on or should I tell him that I’m still fallin for him and his my rock?