Lost 😐

I just need advice with me and my boyfriend we’ve been together 4 years this month and we have two kids 2 year-old and three months, since I’ve had the kids I’ve had like maybe six nights the most alone. Other than that I’m always with my kids I don’t leave them with nobody I don’t like to do stuff unless we can take the kids So my boyfriend sees it as I don’t like going out you know by ourselves and recently he’s been just wanting to go out with his friendsby himself or wanting them come over and hang out and I understand that you know he’s only one working so he does need time away but I feel like when he’s home he’s always playing Fortnite or on his phone not paying attention to me or the kids and I tell him that and he says I’m overreacting I just don’t know how to get across to him you know that I need attention to because I am like going insane being home cooking food cleaning doing laundry you don’t all dayI don’t mind because I love being a stay at home mom know I could to be with my kids every day but at the same time like I don’t get no affection, I just need advice on how I could deal with this every way possible to get the message across that I want to be loved by him and it just never works out😔 idk what else to do..

Like tonight for example he said he was going to go to Dave and busters or main event to watch the UFC fight and he was going to come home and he calls me at nine saying oh I’m gonna go to my friends and have a few beers I just don’t know what to do anymore.