Searching for the better

My last relationship was really unhealthy.. I can admit he was manipulative and just fake feelings wise for the first 3 months it was glorious I thought I finally found someone who understood me but I was still far from getting comfortable letting my wall down slowly because I have got hurt really bad in my previous relationship but our intentions were “clear” at first to when I started noticing little shit but it’s the little shit that shows the real person and he fucking sucked as a person and wanted and wanted but didn’t deserve it I was over it and made that clear

I had a bad experience in the hospital I had an in grown hair that grew into a abscess the shit was crazy through that week and a half me and my “boyfriend” lost contact he said he got his phone taken away but I had proof it was a lie which I was lmao about cause I didn’t have time for bullshit I made it clear but got taken as a joke so nope wasn’t having it .... peace ✌🏼 we broke up I knew he was giving his attention to someone else and spent his time on other people I don’t see myself in a second place

My ex got in contact with me from god knows who gave him my number but I’ve been on and off wit this kid for 2 years and stopped believing in second chances a while back he was the one that made me realize that just cause you love someone doesn’t mean you should be with them and he made me realize niggas ain’t shit when you be nice

But we started taking about and the reminiscing was REAL to when I started having dreams about him doing ouuuu I ain’t even gone say but I wasn’t gone say nothing but he made it clear he know how I felt about him and what he did wrong and he didn’t deserve me when we went out which I said

Ladies I gave him a second chance and I think shooting my shot went odeee further than I thought cause now ain’t nobody can get between us we do shit the way we agree we got the intentions out there and we learned about each other now look at this

This boy is my heart and ima say I would never expect us to come this far together and find a place of peace between our differences and ups and downs and the arguments and the breakups and REMINISCING I had to pyo to everything and lord knows you don’t act like a lil child we got something that I ain’t wanna lose and I got to show you a lot to the fact you know your worth fuck, everyone who’s got negativity to say and to this day we rockin and id still fuck you up tho and the bonds that built between the process still got time to grow and break off what isn’t right with the names UNBOTHERED and UNTOUCHED cause we some bad asses

I think I’m done venting now