Feeling in denial...

Kr

I don’t know how to feel. I’m supposed to be 6w1d today. In April I had a MMC and D&C; in May. I got pregnant again after the 1st cycle - which is very exciting, however I feel like I have been paranoid waiting for each and every symptom. I haven’t had sore breasts but they have changed a little. I have had many food aversions, some very slight nausea, but no vomiting. I wish I would just puke so I know baby is growing healthy. It still could happen as it’s just the beginning but I can’t help but wonder.... I was severely sick with my first two pregnancies in which I had healthy babies. My angel baby - no sickness. You could see why I am a little paranoid? I guess I don’t feel pregnant and am really scared of miscarrying although I feel like it will be okay. It’s an emotional rollercoaster. I’ve been praying every day. Thanks for letting me vent. Any feedback is welcome.