so i went to hang out with my best guy friend from my old highschool yesterday...we havnt talked in like 4yr.s. so we started talking again on my 20th bday this year and we decided to go hang out yesterday ...i have a boyfriend we been together for 2 months and we are sexually active...... anyways after spending the day with my friend i had a dream last night that my friend and i where playing around when things started getting hot and heavy next thing i know im being tied down and he is on top of me and im saying no we cant do this but he is like hush and idk i black out wake up in the hosptial and my parents are standing over me crying saying he raped you so hard you can never have kids and my boyfriend is sitting there listening then he gets up and leaves. ...thats when i woke up for real in real life ....idk what it means but it made me want to cry at the thought of my boyfriend leaving me because i couldnt have kids when i know he wants kids in the future