Prison or Reality

Somewhat long but ladies i need help, My bf is controlling, mean and cruses me out every second of the day, hes sketchy & a lier and has really broke me, he has made my 5months of pregnancy harder then ever. He threatens me 24/7, he has made me hate myself ... at 10 weeks i wont lie shit was so insane with him i wanted to end my life it was selfish but i was admitted to a physic ward to get the help i needed to be a stronger mother for my daughter, he doesn’t even let me go out with MY ONLY female friend, he constantly makes wakingup harder and harder i lost myself alot friends & a happy life since hes entered it, he prb is my biggest regret but a good blessing cause im going to be a mom in novemeber all he does is smoke AM - PM & its annoying its boring ! Im harassed even while Working i need out and i need help

MUCH MORE TO ADD WHEN I HAVE TIME😓