Rant about possible 3rd miscarriage

Lery

I got pregnant for the first time after a year of ttc in February. I ended up miscarrying on April 11. I got pregnant again right away and lost that baby May 28th. We decided to not try for a couple of months because the emotional pain was too much. I found out 3 days ago that I am once again pregnant. I've so happy because all I've been thinking is that this is happening for a reason; God definitely wants this for us. Now today, after peeing, I see very light hint of brown discharge only when I wipe, and I cant help to think this is the beginning of a 3rd miscarriage in a row. I know it might not mean that, but just knowing that it very well could be breaks my heart. I dont have the emotional capability to deal with another miscarriage. I am heartbroken.