I am struggling with the worst anxiety disorder I've ever had in my life. I've suffered from it for 10+ years since childhood. I'm now 20. The depersonalization and derealization is 24/7 now. I can barely function normally. I am so tired. my body is falling apart and doesnt function well either. I am going to therapy and they are working on finding a drug to help me, but I am barely holding on. I feel like I am dying, as if I am truly dying inside and out and this is the end for me. I am at the end of my strength