I know that this is awful

Lili • Twin mama ~22~ Married 💍

But I am constantly WANTING to throw up. My nausea is so bad that I want to throw up to feel better, because when I throw up, it usually helps with the nausea. If I throw up before eating, I’m able to keep my food down. It feels like if like bulimia and it doesn’t feel very healthy, but I don’t know how to stop it.