Super Sad all the time

I’m 20 weeks tomorrow and I had to talk to my DR Bcz I’m either MAD all the time or SAD. This is not me. I am constantly wanting to cry and when I can’t I get irritated at everything. Is very rare when I’m Happy. And I AM TRYING!

I try taking care of my physical appearance, meh.

I tried talking to friends, meh

I tried making myself happy on my own. Like movies alone, food I want, shopping and nothing.

I told my Dr Bcz I don’t think I should be feeling this way. She asked if I thought I needed medicine and I’ve never taken medicine before, so I’m scared it would affect the baby.

But honestly girls, I am not this sad, crying, pathetic, ugly feeling, moody, irritated person EVER!

Am I the only one?