Today was a special day for me, I lost my virginity & I’m honestly so happy with who I lost it to. I’m a little sore & there’s still some blood. I was so wrong on the pain part. I didn’t think it would really hurt that bad, but I wanted to cry!! This is how it started. He came over early in the morning & we snuggled together for a bit, then he went down & fingered me while eating me out & It was really nice, after that I gave him some head & I went as far as I could because he’s a little above average. I used some spermicide & he went in raw, which I understand wasn’t particularly safe, but we were in the heat of the moment. He went to stick it in & he asked me for assistance, I was happy to help, so he got in & the pain was definitely there!! He was super gentle the first few pushes, the pushes got deeper & faster as we continued, when he came we went & took a shower together. It was a beautiful experience that I’ll remember forever!!