Alright, a little background first...

So, my husband and I have been ttc for a little over a year. I obsessed over it for the first few months & realized I needed to chill. I stopped doing the OPK's & just worked on making sex fun. However, we both work crazy schedules and I'm on an SSRI, which really kills my sex drive. I'm getting ready to start the opks again because we just don't have time for sex more than once or twice a month & it pretty much has to be scheduled if we wanna do it.

ANYWAY... I've made 4 appointments to go to a gyno, but my anxiety won't let me go. I'll reschedule the appointment a few times and then just never show up. Any advice?