I lost my son to a car accident last August and decided we would try for a rainbow baby this year. I fell pregnant end of May but a week later I started to bleed and then got negative results on a test so it must have been a chemical.

I started to test this month at 10dpo and got a faint positive then took one this morning and got a darker line 🙂

I’m just really paranoid that I’m going to miscarry again I just can’t get excited and obviously the guilt of having another child when I miss my son so much is just so hard 🙁🙁