I can’t fall in love

This is super sad, but I’ve finally built some courage to admit it... I can’t fall in love... but I really want to! 😔

I remember I fell in love a few times when I was a teenager... but for the past 4 years I have not fallen for anyone, even though I wanted to believe so... 😞 I am just emotionless... I can get to like someone but never enough to be literally fully madly in love... I start liking people but I easily get rid of any feeling in a blink of an eye...

I want to meet someone special... fall over heels... feel like all I need is one of their texts to be in the moon... I wanna feel like I’m on ecstasy for someone... why do I never feel that way 😢 ... i do get to like people but they never give me this fully exciting feeling...