Meltdown!

Portia 💛 • 7 years ttc #1, 1st FET 30/01/19 = BFN 2nd FET 24/03/19 - BFN 3rd FET 08/07/19 = BFN 4th FET 14/11/19 = BFN 5th FET 22/03/20 = BFN

I have had a complete meltdown tonight, I’m not sure if it’s the buserelin I’ve been on the last 2 weeks or if I’m just over emotional but I had a anxiety attack :( I’ve got my first scan tomorrow to find out if I can start the stim injections so maybe I’m a little anxious about that too. This is all so much more emotionally draining that I ever thought. I just thought a few injections and it will all be fine, but now I’m overthinking everything and feel like the last 5 years of trying has hit me all at once!