September 2017 I had a missed miscarriage at 11 weeks, my baby had stopped developing at 7 weeks. It was the hardest thing I've ever gone through.

Yesterday I found out I am carrying my rainbow baby, around 5 weeks 5 days. I have an appointment with my maternity clinic next Tuesday, I will hopefully be 6 weeks 5 days then.

This next week of waiting to talk to a doctor is wracking my nerves.

Should I home test daily to calm my nerves? What do I do?

How did you stop worrying while carrying your rainbow baby? The last thing baby needs is stress and I want to be positive and happy.

I know I can't stop anything from happening, and whatever happens happens for a reason, but I keep finding myself trapped in my own thoughts.

Any advice on how to deal with this is greatly appreciated ♡