I can’t even take my pills

Lately I’ve had less motivation than usual to get up and take care of myself, and less motivation= missing pills and missing pills= less motivation. It’s gotten to a point where I’ve even missed my birth control pills a few days spread out through the months and my boyfriend is shit at helping me through it (I don’t blame him though, he’s not a therapist and has no experience) I would just like some help on how to gain my motivation back?