I'm pissed off because all I want is a blunt. I miss the calming affect. Weed is not more important than my baby so i gave it up. My boyfriend made dinner and drained the beef grease onto dirty dishes in the sink instead of the perfectly good grease jar that was a foot away. The cat box needs cleaned and he said he would have it done by morning, I don't mind he didn't get it done in the time he said but I'm upset its still not clean at 830pm. I also took the trash out. Down 3 flights of stairs after he keeps telling me its not my job and shouldn't do it. just like the laundry he doesn't want me to carry up and down the stairs. I waited two weeks for him to do...and still did it my self. Anyway I'm good and pissed off and can't yell at him because he shuts down. So holding it in pissed of the tiny human I'm creating and now is pushing on my bladder and stomach so I want to pee and barf and neither is happening. so I'm stuck in limbo craving weed to calm me down and feeling like I want to pop. so here I sit in the tub trying to calm down and let shit go.