So hurt right now! I been with my SO for going on 3 years in October. Had 2 miscarriage after taking the depo shot 2 times. After my youngest son was born I almost died from all the blood I lost with the placenta embedded in uterus and ended up having emergency surgery 4 hours after the bleeding hasn’t stop and blood cloths better then my son was. I ended up staying in the hospital for almost a week and ended up having a blood transfusions. It was the scariest thing ever as I was a single mom to now 2 kids at that point. I was talking with my SO tonight and I told him I’m scared to go into labor at home or my water breaking after what happened with my youngest. I wasn’t able to sign the release paperwork for surgery my mom had to I was so out of it and don’t remember much after my son was born. I told him if it happened again he would have to sign the paperwork and he said I will let your mom do it again I’m not. Like really? Why wouldn’t you sign a paper to save my life if it came to it. Maybe I’m over thinking it.

This is my 3rd child and his 2nd.