I'm really depressed and I don't know what to do.im only 13 so i cant really do anything. i can't talk to my family because they think I'm happy and if I'm not they won't give me any space. I don't have a boyfriend because I'm to stupid and ugly and worthless. I can't talk to a counselor without my family without them knowing and they will put me in a psych ward again. it's the summer and I can't talk to my friends. 99% of the time I feel worthless and suicidal. I don't know what to do about it. I took a depression test and it said I have severe depression. please help me.