Irritated just thinking about next treatment round 😡

Is it just me or does anyone else get miserable at the thought of starting another cycle? PMS doesn't help matters, but I get seriously bothered. It consumes me. I get mad thinking about the expense, the fact that we need help, angry when I see others having babies & mistreating them, the risk of failure, everything. I swear I'll do just this one more cycle. We've taken 2 months off and are set to start this cycle and I'm having these feelings bad this time.

Do others get this way? How do you manage it? Or feel free to just rant & tell me what ticks you off the most!