Breast feeding

Possible controversial topic. Is anyone else considering not breast feeding baby? I tried with my first and it was horrible. He couldn't latch properly, went between feeding and screaming for 12 hours every night and had a milk protein intolerance. I had pretty bad post-partum anxiety and depression which I think was mostly related to that. He ended up needing to be put on special formula at 5 weeks and was a completely different baby. I realize my next baby may be different but I am genuinely scared to even try for fear of my anxiety and depression being amped up again