Am I crazy or what?

Question

I had my beta test this morning and it’s negative. Right now I feel fine. I feel as though I never did the iui procedure. It literally feel like a normal day for me. 
While I was in the tww I was anxious and couldn’t stop thinking about it. Now that I got news that it’s negative I’m not sad or anything. I didn’t even cry! That’s NOT like me!! 
......Maybe it just hasn’t hit me yet.  This gif is my actual mood. 😳

Answer

It doesn't work quite this way for me (I cry and feel very low each time), but I will say that I am far less *stressed* once I know the result. I'm better at actually dealing with the bad news than waiting in anticipation of the bad news.

Answer

I knew the IUI failed for us because I’ve been having negative hpts since Monday, but getting the beta results today still sent me into hysterics. Probably mostly because now we’re moving onto IVF and I assumed we could start right away... turns out I need to have a hysterectomy to have a small polyp removed and she told me that I’d everything goes perfectly the earliest we’d be pregnant would be late September/early October. I couldn’t get off the phone fast enough, I just bawled into my pillow. I can’t even believe this. It’s like bad news after bad news after bad news. Sometimes I wish I could just say “fuck it” but I can’t because it’s not really what I want. I just want it to be easy. I hate that it isn’t. It’s so unfair. 😢💔💔💔

Answer

💜 sorry it was negative though I’m glad it wasn’t an immediate sob fest like I’d be.

Am I crazy or what?

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