I have been with my husband now for 5 years, we have had many ups and downs. We’ve split up a couple times, he’s cheated on me multiple times. Yet at the end of the day we have a family together so I always end up coming back to try to save our marriage. This last time we split due to him cheating again, I met this guy. This guy is funny and such a dork. He instantly became my best friend, and helped me through everything. Well eventually I ended up falling for him, now this guy isn’t my typical type so falling for him caught me by surprise. We ended having sex, and I got pregnant. Then a few months down the road, we ended up in a fight and I ended up leaving him. About a month after we split, I decided to give my husband one last chance. Well here we are 3 months later, my husband and I are doing pretty well. Yet I can’t get the other guy out of my head. I find myself constantly thinking about him, even while being intimate with my husband. I’m almost two months away from my daughter being born, my husband and my daughters dad can’t get along. My husband doesn’t want him in our lives, he wants to me be with him and say screw my husband. Yet I love my husband, but also have pretty strong feelings for the other guy. This is all a huge mess and I have no idea what to do. Basically I have two weeks to figure out wether I’m staying with my husband who can’t get over having my daughters father in our lives, or if I’m getting back with the other guy. Or if I’m just saying screw everyone and do my own thing.