Orgasm cross legs!

Any orgasms crossing their legs and contracting their upper leg muscles? So I accidentally had this amazing feeling when I was 9 yrs old during a play fight when someone crossed my legs and ever since then I been doing it without knowing what it was. Around late teen I started watching porn and doing it. Still I didn’t understand it as masturbating. I just thought it was a weird thing only I did, until One day I just type it on google cross leg masturbation hoping I’ll find some sort of link or something similar in that nature. And I DID and blown away with the result ( confirming I’m not an alien 👽) Early 20s I became sexually active and the orgasm from it was a weaker version. So I always did it in private. I also made the connection that it gave me spots too . I always used to get 1or2 spots on my face the day after. And trust me I know this because I been masturbating like this for years some week or month more and some less. Anyways my point is, how do I tell DH cross my legs so I can achieve a stronger big O without coming across their is something wrong with me. I still orgasm without my legs being crossed but it’s not the same.