sad, alone and nervous new mom


Hey mamas! So I'm currently 9+1 (due Feb 14th) and have an appointment in 6 days for a checkup and possibly another ultrasound. I'm super nervous (1st pregnancy) and sooo emotional about it. So my hubby is in the military and is currently away for 3 weeks so he wont be here to share this moment. I'm afraid that if they give me any bad news, I wont be able to cope because I'm already emotional from pregnancy hormones and now my hubby is gone. Anyone else struggling with sadness this early in their pregnancy? Picture is from first ultrasound when I measured at 5+1 and of course my aussie had to show it off for us 😊