I got fisted and didn’t know I came

It felt great. And I Could tell I was a A Point. And then He fisted me Hard and I couldn’t tell anymore. But I knew I didn’t cum. And then he pulled out after Going harder on me And Mind you If felt Amazing. But...

I can’t Feel If I Let anything... Out When I cum. I can Feel my legs shake a Bit or when my Finger tips Get numb like How I used to before I knew I can Let Any kind of Thing out when I Do Cum

This is the Second time he has made me cum.

But this time I didn’t feel it. But it was cum.

I know that for a fact.

So has anyone else relate or... if it’s just me Going numb...

(I have an issue where I block people out. And I go Mentally and Physically going numb, it happens when My Emotions Gets All Big or Explosively Extreme. Like when I get too happy, sad, or... Excited, so to speak)