Why me? Man won’t give me head 😭

Okay lady’s so I need help 😭the first two times I had sex with my man we skipped head just a bit of kissing rubbing hands no oral and we just went straight to the dick and vagay. And now the 4th time he won’t give head he gave me head the 5th time (I spent like 3 days over there) and he won’t give me any he did amazing and told me it was his first tome giving me head said I had no taste and he wanted to give me head the next time. Now tell me why he came in like 3-5 minutes asked if I came said aww and said he’d give me head but never did. I know damn well I was clean I just showered I stay shaved and lord knows I taste good 🙄 now why? And yes I’ve given him life threatening head so 🤷🏽‍♀️