Lately I’ve been having more and more arguments with my man. I enjoy sucking his dick. I love sucking it actually, and he likes it too. Last night I got into an argument w him and I got tired of it, but I was horny. So I turned the conversation around and told him I wanted to suck his dick. I really did want to, but I feel like this is my way of coping w the chaos that was happening around me. A way to distract myself. He pisses me off so much sometimes and he never eats me out because I’m always bleeding because my birth control. I don’t mind. He finished in my mouth and went to sleep and after that I felt s little more peace. I went home and I still felt angry about our argument last night but I feel useless in trying to explain why I feel so empty. He visited me this morning before work and he thought everything was okay. I don’t know why I do this in the middle of arguments when things still bother me. I feel myself becoming more distant from the world. Am I just a depressed nympho or what? I’m so sad.