Feeling down


So I’m 22 years old. And have been married for a year, I’ve also been with the same man for almost 5 years. We both have lived together and bought our own house about 2 years ago. We also both have good jobs. We both want a baby so so bad. I’ve prayed and prayed and it hasn’t happened yet. Then my little sister announces that she’s pregnant. That’s right, she’s gonna be a mommy, and I’m not yet. I’m so hurt. The father of her baby and her are in a toxic relationship, she still lives at home and doesn’t have a job. I just cant help but to ask “why her?” Why does she get to be the first to make my parents grandparents, and make my grandparents great grandparents. It just doesn’t seam fair. I need some encouraging words right now.