sorry for the vent🤷‍♀️

Ch

so I am 33 weeks with twin boys. I'm not on bed rest, I have not had any complications, just the normal pregnancy sickness and body aches. lately I've been getting Braxton hicks, and strong cramping so I've been taking it slow to be safe. yesterday I had to take my one year old son to do his last set of shots for a while. I waited over 2 hours with a cranky baby. then I had a cranky sad baby after, so hes gunna be clingy. I also had to clean the house. that's normal but I've let it go for a bit so that was a few hours of work. and it takes me longer with my son. I cleaned everything. including the beard hair my husband decided to leave everywhere, the dead roaches he never cleans up (because we live with bugs since we dont want to pay 200.00 to fix the problem). I also take care of 4 kittens who have scratched eyes from playing, my washer is broken so we dont have clean anything because he dont want to try and fix it. a dog, a pig, rats, and an unwanted bunny my 5 yo step son dont want. it hurts to get on the floor now to bath my son. my husband refuses to bath my son every night like my routine is. so after a day of cleaning, running around and on my feet, I get to bend over to get on the floor and get up. he has a "side job" he should have finished over a week ago, I told him to go put the second coat of stain on it so hes done and can move on. he said no like a 3 year old. all I ask was to wash dishes. we have a dishwasher but he refuses to hook it up. he left the dishes for me this morning. and to top all this off were moving in with his parents for "help" his dad refuses to help me with my 1 yo. his mom works 6 days a week.. so where am I getting the help. AND I get his 4 and 5 year old asshole kids by myself every other week. and we need one more car seat and a pack n play because he refuses to get a crib. we have time HAH

AHA OK kill me now.