WHAT THE F

So there’s this guy I use to communicate with , still do now . I’ve always liked him but I wasn’t ready for him , like his personality is everything , I guess since I didn’t tell him my feelings I left him clueless & he got a girlfriend on me . I was very jealous but happy for him at the same time, we remained friends but we rarely communicated I was respecting his relationship , but today I just had to out it with my feelings because I think he feels the same way lowkey. He says him and his girl is somewhat together so that makes him unsure but I don’t see us in a relationship at the moment , friends with benefits may be the best option , but he sends me nudes of himself and I always remind him that he has a girlfriend and it isn’t right . I wouldn’t want my bf doing that but he ignores my comments about her idk what to do he’s making me want him but I don’t want to want him if that makes sense , someone please slap some sense into me lol . Xoxo🖤SORRY THIS IS SOO LONG . I have mixed feelings !