We tried for 6 months before, we used EVERYTHING. I checked cm, used OPKs, preseed every time, this app and still nothing. We took a break from trying (for other circumstances)and just this month started trying again. I told myself I wouldn’t obsess/stress this time and when it happens it will happen. But I can’t help but test early 8dpo(too early I know) but I just pray I might see even a little shadow....but nothing. I feel so heartbroken, and each of my close friends have become pregnant and doing showers and gender reveals. I just want to cry, I just want to see that second line so bad. My mom was on my phone in my car talking with me recently, when my friend approached my car in the parking lot and told me she was pregnant. I told her I was so excited for her and couldn’t wait to meet the baby. After I drove away my mom started crying and stared that she could hear the desperation in my voice when I was talking to my friend, and she said it broke her heart. It does break my heart, we just want to be parents so so bad. We have a prescription for him to do a sperm analysis but he is uncomfortable doing it(?). And my pro-estrogen has been a bit low so I’m on meds now to keep my hormones balanced...but honestly I just feel so heartbroken and want to cry. Tell me I’m we are not alone..

Please share your stories to keep me inspired... I need it.