HELP!

I want my baby, currnntly 9 weeks but now am faced with a hard decision! We have been together for 8 years and were pregnant a year ago we didn’t have the baby a year ago and now we are in the same place once again! Things have not been easy we have had some big relationships hurdles to get over, but I thought we had. Now though with baby on the way he is crazy and basically threatening our relationship if I don’t “do what’s right and make the right decision” and to work on me and better myself before I can have his babies. I don’t want to lose him or my baby! Anyone in a similar boat?