Just ended a year long contract

I’m due to have my baby girl in 10 days and we both agreed that it would be best if we ended things so I could focus on my baby once she arrives. It hurts but we both knew it was coming. We were mostly long distance but met once a month. He knew I was married and my husband knew about him. My Dom was so supportive of me trying to get pregnant and worked with me on what I could do based on how I was feeling any given day. We agreed to be friends and we still talk about once a week. I have no regrets getting pregnant and I would do anything for my baby but since things ended I feel like I lost part of myself. Hopefully after I see my daughter for the first time I’ll forget about how I feel now and just enjoy every moment with her.