<-Crazy lady needs help

Jessica • Wife 💍• Girl Mom x2 💕

I posted this on the General TTC Page, and the outreach and kindness of all of the women there gave me so much hope. At this point, I’m looking for any and all opinions!

Backstory: I took a cheapie test last night on a whim, only 9DPO, but hubby and I were headed out for a date night and I just wanted to check in case I decided to have a glass of wine. Yes it was too early, and I wasn’t expecting anything, but it was positive! A vvvvfl, but it was absolutely there-even my overly skeptical hubby saw it. I was over the moon, thought for sure it was the beginning of our BFP. Pic below:

It’s there, right? Well needless to say, I woke up this morning like a little kid on Christmas morning. I took another cheapie, and a FRER, now 10DPO, and ready to confirm my BFP. BOTH tests were negative. I cried, dramatically threw all of the test in the trash, and had a momentary tantrum.

Later, I got on here to get some insight..posted last nights test and then the 2 BFNs from this morning-however, every single woman who was kind enough to read my long post an comment, saw vvvvfl on all of my tests! So I am posting the 2 most recent tests from this morning below to gain added insight..all comments, tweaks, and opinions welcomed. Thanks you SO much in advance for taking the time to read this long post and comment ❤️