Well ladies I’m at my boiling point. I’m so overwhelmed right now with all the stuff that’s going on around me and Iv got so many different emotions going on right now it’s unreal. The physical and emotional strain of TTC these last 3 years has been overwhelming with my fault diagnosis of pcos and my husband low sperm count. Now I mean I guess I should count my blessings that I dont have pcos after all and that there’s nothing wrong with me. I just periodically don’t ovulate and this month happens to be the month I’m not ovulating which because I’m not ovulating my cycle will be pushed to 42 days again and I will be on my period on my much needed vacation. Another thing I’m pissed off about. I’m stressed out because my husbands counts are to low for <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> and <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> is to expensive not to mention it still may not work. 14,000 dollar for <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> so ontop of trying to figure out how to pay for that me and my husband are also in debt and we are trying to pay that off and the most logical thing to do would be to sell our house cause we can make 60,000 dollars off of it right now with the market but we love our house but hate the drive. We drive and hour every day to our house. But if we sell our house we will be living with our inlaws for 8 months savings and fixing our credit so that hopefully we can buy a new house in the city but the problem with that is that even if we sell this house which we are paying 1300 a month for right now and move to a house in the city with interest rates the way they are even if we put 50,000 down we would still be paying 1700 a month in mortgage and I can’t afford that. But if I don’t sell I won’t pay off debt and I can’t pay for <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a>. There’s always the option of renting for awhile but then I may have to part with one of my 4 beloved fur babies and I don’t know if I could do that. I’m so lost right now and overwhelmed I just don’t know what to do. Somebody please help I need advise!!