So here lately ive been feeling alone, like i know people are there for me but ive just felt more alone...my best friend claims to be there for me but she’s preoccupied with her boyfriend to notice that been having even more random mood swings these past few months..and here lately to get over myself ive just been messing around with guys...and ive been cutting myself to where I probably have about 70 cuts on each of my upper thigh...i just really wish my family and friends noticed and has more attention than what i get...