im tired of myself and my family having a bad relationship. its like moment everything is ok then the next its like we hate eachother. or have tension between eachother. I want to make things better but don't know how. I dont have a car, just a low paying job and im a part time student. I have a boyfriend and he has an apartment with his brother. he wouldnt mind moving in with him but im unsure. I feel like its the only choice I haven my mom tells me she will always love me but its time for me to make a life for myself now.

I even started a gofundme account because im trying to get my life together and on the right track. I dont want my family to see me in a bad light I have made mistakes and own up to them and said many sorrys. I wouldnt mind moving in with my bf but I dont wanna be a burden on his family or him. he says I wont be a burden and he rather see me with him than on the streets. I called around to see if I can qualify for low income housing or anything. but no luck.

I prayed about it. right now I feel lost and dont know what to do. im 20 years

***my boyfriend is coming to take me. to do my final exams tomorrow at my school which is far away. I live in a rural area. Im going to have a heart to heart conversation